martedì 28 luglio 2009

daily poison against sadness

Despite suspect that talking of poison it might involve heavy drugs (!?), it is " food & eating" that I mean, and eating it's a poison I love, too much. To fill some empty holes, to put away the blues. Putting up weight, that kills me. I am hungry all the time...

circles in the stream

"July she will fly and give no warning of her flight" (Paul Simon)


July, 2009; month of deadly thoughts.

A-Z of my spotless mind:

Andreina
For my beloved little lady, who passed away too lonely and too sadly, sometime ago. She was my loving aunt, my nanny, my baby sitter, my flavor of the sweetest past, and also the living breath of my complex of guilts. I will never forget, I will always regret.
I keep her in my heart in the very first lane. Goodbye my dearest Andreina, may you always be remembered as you were: a tender little lady with a simple life. You gave me precious gifts I will always enjoy and be grateful. I brought you tangerines at the last moments of your life, and that makes me glad at least. I wish I could sing a nice song for you, in heaven.